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Elliott reflects upon his first gay experience. Cole plays it cool at first but things soon warm up...
Gay sex. Anal. Cross dressing.
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When I woke the following morning I was sore. Through the night I thought of nothing else except what I had done to Cole. Each time I thought about it I got hard immediately. When I got hard I wanked off. This happened time and again but the impact of the thoughts didnt subside. I lounged in bed for hours with an erection just thinking about sucking his cock and having to let him cum in my mouth. I wallowed in the submissiveness of it. I found it highly erotic despite the embarrassment and guilt.
After that of course things were awkward, at least for me. I couldn't look at Cole though he appeared quite normal. Nobody else in the house noticed thankfully and I soon realised that as far as the others were concerned nothing was any different. When I found myself alone with Cole for the first time he asked if I was okay. He didnt say it but was clearly referring to what happened. I told him I was fine. Cole smiled and we left it at that. I confused sexually. I'd never had any experience with another guy and the way it had turned me on was a complete shock. I thought about it constantly. I ran the whole thing through in my head over and over and almost always ended masturbating when I did. I was embarrassed and at the same time incredibly aroused when I thought of what I had done. I hated that I had knelt down in front of another man and sucked his cock. I loved that I had knelt down in front of another man and sucked his cock. The opposing thoughts warred in my head with lust beating shame, leading to ejaculation. Only then did embarrassment appear again.
About two weeks after I was sitting in my room when I got a text from Cole. We hadn't been in contact much since the bathroom thing so when I got it I eyed my phone suspiciously.
'You want to know a secret?' He asked.
I wasn't sure I did given the secret we shared but I was curious and despite misgivings I replied with a curt 'suppose.'
He sent another text almost immediately.
'When Gemma was drinking last week she asked if I'd be interested in a threesome with her and Adam.'
Gemma was our house mate, a bubbly, pretty girl with an attractive figure and a long term boyfriend, Adam. She had sometimes talked about marrying him.
'Really?' I asked in surprise and a little scepticism.
'Yep.'
'Beer talking,' I told him.
'Nope. He's not so big down there apparently and has something about wanting to see her taking a big dick. She likes the idea too.'
Well I couldn't argue that Cole didn't have a big dick.
'You're messing with me right?'
'No. And that's not the best bit.' He left the tease for a minute or two.
I texted '?' and then 'What is it then?'.
'He wants to wear her knickers while he watches.'
'You are definitely fucking with me!' When I sent the message I realised I was getting a little hard talking about this. While I wasn't sure it was true it was still a turn on. I didn't know which part I liked the most.
'No. Honest truth. And... she says he's curious about sucking my cock after I've fucked her.'
Butterflies flitted about my stomach.
'He doesn't know if he can do that but likes the idea, the humiliation or something.'
I felt a bit awkward when he talked about the humiliation of sucking his cock. Was that what I had done, what I had experienced? I also wondered what sort of sex house I had moved into. Something ached between my legs and made me want to play with myself though.
'She okay with all that?' I asked.
'Apparently. She says she wants to let him try it before they settle down.'
I was a little jealous though I wasn't sure of who or of what.
'You gonna do it?' My hand trembled as I sent the message. My chest thudded. It seemed to do that around Cole.
'Maybe. Never seen a guy in women's underwear before though. That might be weird. Would get to screw Gemma and have my cock sucked though so...'
I didn't know what to say. It was all too close to what I had done for comfort. I hadn't worn knickers and although there was an element of humiliation involved it surely wasn't on the same level as Adam seemed to want. Still, I was hard now thinking about it all. I needed to wank. Then another text came through.
'What you doing?' Cole asked.
I was relieved he was changing the subject. cebeci escort Then I wondered if he was.
'Nothing.'
'Why don't you get a shower?'
It was such an odd comment that it made my tummy flip. He wasn't changing the subject. We were alone in the house and he was asking me to go to the shower. The thought scared me but it also excited me. My hand shook as I typed.
'Why?' I thought I knew the answer to my own question.
'So you are clean. Why else?' he teased.
I was pushed the front of my shorts down and pulled on my hard cock for relief. My heart was racing. I didnt know how to reply so I didnt. I waited in bed not knowing what to do. I got no new texts. After what felt like ages I got up unsteadily, like I'd been drinking, and went quietly to the bathroom. I wondered what might happen this time as I turned on the water, undressed and got in. I had an erection all the way through. I kept watching the door waiting for Cole to come in. I expected something like the last time. I washed over and over but nothing happened. The door stayed closed and I showered alone. Almost disappointed and wondering if I had somehow misread the messages I got out, dried myself and picked up my phone to read them again. When my phone pinged in my hand I jumped so much I almost dropped it.
'You nice and clean?' He must have been able to hear the shower running.
'Yeah.'
I waited with my heart in my mouth and my hand on my cock.
'Go into Gemma's room. Put on a pair of her knickers. Come and show me.'
I read the text four or five times until I realised there was no mistake.
'I don't know.' I felt a little sick now, confused.
'Come on. She's not in. I want to see what it's like. What Adam might look like.'
I didn't know how I felt about being used as a test run for Adam's cross dressing fantasy. I felt embarrassed, a little humiliated, I also felt horny. I stopped playing with my erection because I began to get close to cumming.
Another text pinged.
'Don't wear anything else. Just knickers.'
I couldn't believe that I found myself with a towel wrapped around my waist knocking on Gemma's door. I knew she was out but I had to be certain given the situation I was in. I walked in feeling like I was trespassing, which I was. She had a set of drawers at the end of her bed and in the top one I found her underwear. Looking through it felt so very wrong but that still didn't stop me. There was a pair of bright pink knickers lying near the top with lace edges and a small white bow on the front. With my hands shaking I dropped the towel and stepped into them. They were tight and while they felt very different they were not uncomfortable, unlike me. I was hard and had to tuck myself into them. There was a mirror by the bed and I looked at my reflection. It was a shock to see myself in only girls knickers. My body was ok, only male, and the underwear was very definitely feminine. The bright fabric bulged at the front and I felt very self conscious of how I looked. I also felt turned on by it. I closed the drawer, threw the towel into the bathroom and walked across to Cole's door where I stopped and stood outside of for several minutes. Was this really happening? Why was this so insanely sexual for me? My mind raced and my hand was shaking as I eventually turned the handle. It felt like I was like walking into a nightclub naked. A rush of fear gripped me as I stepped into Cole's room wearing nothing but a pair of our flatmates panties. I wanted to hide but of course I could do nothing except to stand in the doorway waiting. Cole was lying on the bed wearing only tight boxer shorts, like I had imagined him in fantasy. He was smooth and toned and light from his window reflected off his clean skin. He looked at me and grinned as I stood awkwardly in the doorway.
'You look pretty,' he said. I just stood not knowing what to say or do. Cole sat up onto the edge of the bed and told me to come over. I walked across until I was in front of where he sat. He looked at me then reached out and stroked me through the knickers. My cock stiffened under his fingers and I fought to control myself. He reached up and gently tugged the elastic down off my hips. My erect cock appeared from under the thin material and he touched the head with his fingertips. It stiffened again. The pleasure I felt was almost painful. His fingers wrapped around çukurambar escort my cock and he began to pull down on it. I felt myself tighten.
'I going to cum.' I told him. He stopped and took his hand away.
'Wow , you really like it then,' he commented. I felt my cheeks redden. 'I hope Adam likes dressing up as much as you do.'
Cole told me to lie on his bed. The sheets were pulled back and the cover was warm from his body. I could smell his cologne as I lay down. It felt surreal. I was on my back with my arms at my sides. Cole reached for the knickers and pulled them further down until they were at my knees then he then stood up and slid his shorts off. His cock was hard and it stuck out obscenely. I felt ashamed at my own erection. I was so hard it hurt but I was nowhere near as big as he was. He placed a knee on the bed and leaning over pushed the end of his cock against my lips. I opened my mouth and took him inside sucking gently on the head as he rocked back and forward. He tasted stronger today than the last time but I didnt find it unpleasant. As I sucked I heard the drawer by the bed open and close. Cole pulled himself out of my mouth and climbed onto the bed between my feet. His hands gripped my ankles and then pushed my legs up until my knees touched my chest. I let him do what he wanted. The pink knickers stretched between my knees. I felt exposed and displayed. I felt his hand touch and squeeze my balls. He pulled firmly making me groan. A finger traced a line across my arsehole and I felt myself tighten in response to the unfamiliar sensation. Cole sat up so that the front of his thighs pushed against the back of mine. His cock was hard and thick in front of him. In his hand was a small tube he must have taken from the drawer. I knew immediately what it was and a panic began to build in me. Cole squeezed some clear gel onto his middle finger and then returned it to my bum. I was panting at first then when he touched me I held my breath. I wanted to tell him no, or to wait but I said nothing. His finger found my anus and despite it tightening he pushed inside easily. My breath came out in a rush.
'Relax.' He said.
I considered telling him I was trying but it was hard to talk when he was pushing a finger into me. He pulled out and I felt a slight dragging which made me shift and squeeze my bum. I watched as he applied the gel to two fingers and returned them between my legs. He pushed them in firmly this time. I tried to relax but still found it hard to do. The sensation was odd though not painful. I felt slightly uncomfortable, embarrassed but still aroused. My aching erection lay stiffly across my belly. Cole's fingers slipped easily inside me now. My hands lay at my sides gripping the bedding. The lack of control I had was frightening. He pulled out his fingers and I watched as he squeezed gel onto the tip of his erection. He began to stroke himself and the gel coated his thick cock. I struggled to breathe normally. My heart raced, adrenaline pumped into every inch of my skin. Every part of my body was sensitive. I knew what was going to happen and I had no control. I lay passively, submissively waiting for Cole to fuck me. He smiled at me when he saw my expression.
'You want this?' he asked simply.
Yes, no, maybe, I don't know. I couldn't think. Sex took over. I wanted sex, any type, this type. I just wanted sex. I nodded.
'Try to relax.' He said tracing his fingernails down my body. 'It might hurt a little until I'm inside you but you'll enjoy it.'
I could only nod again. I had no idea what I could do to relax as a feeling of overwhelming submission mixed with a little panic gripped me. I was about to get fucked.
Cole placed one hand by my head and guided his cock to my anus with the other. When it pressed against me I squeezed tight.
'Relax.' He said softly, his face now just above mine. My legs were pushed back to my chest leaving me even more exposed to him. I was panting again. Cole watched me. He seemed to like the fear and submission. I tried to relax. He pushed and I felt pressure against my anus. He kept easing himself forward increasing the pressure each time until I let go and I felt him open me up a little.
'Fuck.' I whispered in surprise. I think Cole smiled though I couldn't look directly at him. I was too embarrassed about what he was doing to me. He pushed again and I felt a stretching demetevler escort pain.
'Ahh!'
'Almost there,' said Cole.
I wanted to move away from the pain and the cause of it but again I felt controlled. Cole's hand came from between us and he pressed down on my shoulder near my neck. He pushed again and I felt like I was about to tear. I was panting hard. Then he shifted his weight and pushed firmly into me.
'Oh fuck!' I said. I felt something give. He had pushed the head of his cock into my body and the pain instantly ebbed away. I moaned at the feeling of relief.
'Can you feel me inside you.'
Christ yes. I panted but didnt reply.
'You like it?'
I nodded though if I was honest the jury was still out. The feeling of submission was so great I actually felt something close to shame as he began to fuck me. My cock had softened and lay on my stomach. Cole pushed and I could feel the pressure inside. He pulled at the knickers around my knees until he had taken them off one leg and they hung from the other. He then pushed my legs wider apart. He was between them with a hand either side of me. He stroked my sides, my chest, explored my naked body with his hands. His hips began to slap against my legs. I couldn't see but I was aware that he was right inside me. His flat muscled stomach was pressed against my balls. As I looked down I saw a clear fluid leaking from my cock. I had no control over it. I began to get hard again. Cole twisted one of my nipples, ran a thumb over the front of my neck. I was naked in the bed of another man. He was fucking me like a girl. I had knickers on. I was being fucked for the first time and I was enjoying it. I suddenly wanted to kiss Cole. The thought frightened me and turned me on to such a degree that I felt sick again. I was hard now. My cock ached and I began to moan as he fucked me.
'Kiss me,' I said quietly. Part of me didnt want him to hear but he did and looked directly into my eyes. For the first time I held his gaze.
'Please,' I said. 'Kiss me while you fuck me.' I was as surprised at my own words as he seemed to be. I wanted him to kiss me because he would do that to a girl and I wanted him to treat me like a girl. The thought of him doing that made my erection ache.
He bent his head down towards me and his lips touched mine. They were firm. I could smell his body. I let his lips press down on me. I had been unsure if the thought of kissing him would be as much of a turn on in reality as in my mind. It was. When we kissed the sensation overwhelmed me and I found myself opening my mouth for him. He pushed his tongue in. My cock stiffened so much it raised off my stomach. It did it again then I felt an exquisite release from inside. I cried out as I tightened around his cock to such a degree that I lost control and came, groaning into his mouth, as spunk spattered across my stomach over and over in thick ropes. Cole licked inside my mouth and explored me with his tongue as I gradually calmed down, my groans turning to pants again.
'Oh jesus.' I said in between thumps as Cole kept fucking me, harder now. He began kissing me again. I wanted his tongue in my mouth, I wanted him to fuck me with his thick cock. His head lifted and his chest was in my face. I found a nipple and licked it. He groaned. I sucked on it, then moved to the other one. I sucked his nipples as he fucked me. He grunted, cried out and began to cum inside me. His balls slapped against my bum. His body pressed down on me and I felt his weight pinning me to the bed. His cries raised to a crescendo and then slowly ebbed as the orgasm faded and his weight rested down on me completely. We lay there. His lips found mine again and he kissed me. I was beginning to find it a little awkward now but I didnt say. I let him continue as he got his breath back.
After a minute or two kissing Cole raised himself up onto his hands above me.
'When I go soft I'll take it out. That way it wont be so painful.'
I nodded and at the same time I wondered how he knew so much about fucking other men. I clearly wasn't his first gay encounter. I was the only virgin here, though not now of course. After a few minutes when things were beginning to get awkward he pushed back against me and slipped out. He was right. It wasn't painful but there was still some discomfort, some unspoken embarrassment.
Cole got straight off the bed and said he was going for a shower. He left the room and the water came on. I took the knickers off my ankle and left when I knew he was in the bathroom. I replaced the underwear in Gemma's room, under other clothing in her washing basket, and returned to my own room to clean myself up. I wondered where this was all going to go now. I expected things to be a little weird from now on. As it turned out I was right.