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So that day when I came home after spending the night with Richard I just hung around at home and I wanted to go to bed early so I could finally get a good night's sleep, but I went into the kitchen first to make myself a cup of coffee, and people always tell me that that's a bad idea, having coffee before going to bed but I really like coffee and it doesn't affect me like that.And then mom came in as I was waiting for the machine to finish and she said ?Hi,? and I said ?Hi,? and ?Is the car working again?? and she said ?It always worked, honey, it was just a broken headlight,? and I said ?Oh, okay."Then she said ?Can we talk?? and I told her I was on my way to bed and she said ?It won't take long, you won't even finish your coffee."?Okay, sure,? I said, even though I didn't want to because when mom wanted to talk like that, when she said 'Can we talk?', it usually wasn't a good thing and I had about a thousand secrets and a million things I didn't want to talk about by then. But I had already made coffee so I didn't really have a good excuse until I had finished it.So I sat down at the kitchen table and she walked over to the machine to make herself a cup, and standing there waiting she said ?You didn't spend the night with Lucy, did you?? and I wasn't even surprised and I didn't even care that much that she knew or how she knew.And I said ?No,? and she said ?Where were you?? and I said ?With a boy,? and she sat down on the chair across from me.?Anyone I know?? she said.?No,? I said.?But you're being careful, right???Mom, are we having 'The Talk'?" I said, doing that finger quote thing in the air when I said 'The Talk'."Because I really don't need to have 'The izmit escort Talk'," I said and did it again. "I'm way past that,? and she said ?I know, honey."?So, how's Cait?? she said after she'd had a few sips of her coffee.?He told you about that, huh???Of course. Plus, I haven't seen her here in weeks, and that never happens does it???I guess not? I said, and I wanted to tell mom about it and I wanted to ask her for advice on how to fix everything again but I couldn't figure out how to do that without telling her exactly what had happened, and of course I couldn't do that.?Lovers' quarrel??, she said and I said ?Excuse me?!??Oh come on,? she said. ?You don't think I know about you two?? and I said ?What?? and I tried to give her my best I-have-no-idea-what-you're-talking-about look, shaking my head and looking surprised and even doing that stupid smile you do.?Honey," she said. "You know I've caught you two more than a few times and maybe you think you had me fooled but; 'Duhh.. We were just about to try on some new underwear, mom'. I mean, really??And I gave up the act, even though I maybe should have been embarrassed and ashamed or maybe even angry and storming out of the kitchen or something, but I didn't and I wasn't, at all. I was okay with it. It felt almost right that she knew and it was kind of a relief really but still for some reason my lips were trembling just a bit when I drank again and that annoyed me a little but I couldn't help it.Then she said "And I saw you other times too, without you seeing me and it's ok, you know. It's perfectly normal and you can't decide who you fall in love with and all that I guess, and I'm not angry, honey, yahya kaptan escort don't look at me like that.?And I was looking at her like that not because maybe she was angry but because I suddenly thought of something and I said ?Did you? did you hear us too???Hear what???Like, hear what we talked about???Not really, no. I mean, sometimes sure, but you were just talking about, you know??And it was so bizarre hearing my mom say the words she said next.?You know? sex. Cock and pussy and blowjobs and things like that.?And I said ?So you didn't hear who we were talking about?? and she said ?Why? Was it someone special?? and I just nodded slowly and she said ?Same person every time?? and I just kept on nodding and she just said ?Hmm?? and I wasn't going to say any more about that, so we sat there quiet for a while and I finished my coffee and got up to make myself another one.Then she said ?So what happened between you two?? and I had my back to her when I answered, and I said ?I really don't know. I mean, I do know I messed up and crossed a line I shouldn't have crossed and then I said some things I really shouldn't have said, but I don't understand why she reacted the way she did in the first place,? and I sat down at the table again.?Well," mom said. "Maybe it really wasn't a big deal at first but then you both made it worse by whatever you said or did after?? and I said ?No, it was a big deal at first. It made her cry even."?What made her cry?? she said.?Mom, that's just? I can't tell you that,? and she said ?Of course you can. Look, first of all, you can tell me absolutely everything. And all those secrets you gebze escort think I don't know anything about? Chances are I do know or at least have a pretty good idea. Like for example, I know you use my toys all the time."And this time the embarrassment and the shame and the desire to storm out of the kitchen came for real, and I said ?T-toys??And mom laughed and said ?No, honey, not 't-t-t-toys'. Just 'toys'. My sex toys. My vibrators and dildos and everything I have in that locked drawer in my room that you've been able to pick open since you were what, fourteen??And I gulped down almost all of my coffee and it was way too hot and it burned my throat and I said ?I'm? sorry?? and she said ?It's okay. Again, it's perfectly normal. And if it bothered me I would have said something before, but it doesn't and how about this, next time you need any of them just ask if you can borrow it, okay? And in return I won't bother locking the drawer anymore. And I trust you wash everything before you put it back, right? I know I do.?And I always did of course but I never even thought about that being an issue, I mean the other way around. I never thought that maybe it was a good idea to wash them before I used them, I guess I just never really thought that she actually used those things and she had so many things in there and it was like it was my secret little treasure chest that no one knew about, not even mom, and of course that was stupid because it was my mom's, but still. And had I really cleaned everything every time? Some times I had to put it back in a hurry. Some times I had to keep it in my room for days before there was an opportunity to put it back.?More coffee, honey?? mom said and I said ?Yeah, thanks,? and she got up and then she said ?What's your favorite?? and I said ?Lungo. The red one.? And she looked at me all confused and said ?What?? and then she laughed and said ?No honey, not the coffee. The toys. Which is your favorite one??