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My Story-Part IIWhile i was grown a little and still suffering from my first trauma from my first gang-r-a-p-e, my mother took the advantage of absence of my dad and my brother and exceed all limits and kept inviting strangers to our home all time and I was feeling that I living in a brothel and strangers were coming and leaving as they wanted freely, even worst, those strangers started to dare harassing me and chase me secretly behind my mother?s back when she was busy getting fucked, and they exceeded all limits violating the Homes' sacredness and broke into my room assaulting on me and r****g me forcibly and I tried to resist for my honor and dignity hopelessly kicking and hitting but that ended me up with crying, screaming and begging them to stop.it continued for long time, They were r****g me horribly and to justify their behavior, they were keeping telling me that like mother like daughter and I have the same instinct deep inside me through the genes, and even they were keeping fucking me harder a****listically, and with each cock thrusting deep inside my holes, it was tearing all my life, destroying my c***dhood brutally, tearing out my own innocence and purity forcibly from deep of my soul plus my virginity that I lost previously After all continuous brutal r****g, I was negligently thrown down paralyzed, shivering from trauma, pathetic, crying in tears dipped in a swamp of sticky sperm covering my face and all my body and dripping out from my mouth and oozing out of my ripped pussy and my destroyed asshole, terrified, shocked and badly deep-hurt, trying to hug myself, suffering in pain, feeling so degraded as a trash and so guilt I couldn't tell anyone and tried to close on myself and be isolated in my room with my hurts away from those people, living a solitary life to avoid them, but i was shivering terrified all time expecting bahis siteleri someone breaking into my room and r****g me mercilessly and always my fears become true I was in miserable and while I was sleeping, I saw nightmares of all what happened to me and all senses of that were repeating more and more in my head with no stop, those thoughts caught my mind all time and never gone away, I tried barely to forget what happened but the thoughts never came out from my head even they were being renewed continuously with other worse new memories and I felt that squeezing my brain tighter and tighter and end me up falling crying in tears.it was secretly happening, even one day, i was E-L-E-V-E-N, my brother got a problem with a gang of friends and he escaped to our house but they chased him and threatened him, that's why I tried to protect him and know what's going on, they proposed to fuck me against leaving him alone, and instead of protecting me, i got shocked when he did not mind that at all and he could take advantage of me as long as they would leave him alone and i forcibly got gang****d under my brother?s sight And instead of a brother who should have avenged for my honor and dignity, I found despicable a****l taking off his panties, relishing watching me gang-r-a-p-e-d stroking his erected cock that i never saw before and even never imagined that i could see his cock one day for any reason because he is my brother and I was completely shocked, speechless by his action that was like a knockout and finished me entirely, among that suffering I felt like a wedge implanted into my heart, I was really shocked, shivering and my brain stopped thinking, even I was feeling so hurt even more painful than the suffering from the r-a-p-e that never compared with I felt then, at that moment I felt lost, felt my body getting very weak and canlı bahis siteleri with no strength like it sucked out, I was not being able to resist any more and surrendered to them without thinking accepting what they were doing to me even I stopped screaming but still not understanding what happening, shocked and crying After they left, I was hysterically mad and screaming blaming on him to put me in such harm way and hitting him crying and shouting why he did that to me??!! why he let them do that to his little sister without magnanimity or dignity???!!! why he did nothing against them instead all of that, suddenly he got crazy and attacked me in my room and r****g me forcibly mercilessly like if I were not his little sister one day and dealing me as a whore, justifying that by accusing me that i shamed our family honor and reputation and he had to punish me for that and for yelling on my elder brother and for keep that all secret without telling our parents, he was forcing me to satisfy his filthy fantasies and inviting his friends and strangers to **** me, and I found out that he well knew previously about our mother that she was cheating on our dad and me that there were men r****g me in my room and he was watching us secretly excited while we were getting fucked, stroking his erected dick.My parents never knew about what happened to me till i got pregnant, My dad got crazy angry and he was beating me so hard and forcing me to confess how I got pregnant and with whom I did fornication but I could not confess anything Because of my pregnancy without marriage and my refusing to confess about what happened to me, my family could not hide that and it was very complicated especially I was raised in Arab country (Lebanon) and it was a big scandal and published and known in all our village, I really brought shame on my family's canlı bahis honor and dignity, and I dipped my family's reputation in dirt that's why my family insisted to make surgery to me to abort that but accidentally that leaded me to get hysterectomy.So since all those continuous sexual violations that leaded me to get pregnant and got abortion and ended up with eradication of my uterus, I felt my body got formed more femininely grown faster and my breast and hips got bigger And that made me more attractive, seductive and coveted by men and that gave them excuses to **** me without mercy without any restrictions or considerations for my c***dhood or my little age plus my bad filthy reputation, even my teachers in the school did not leave me alone after they knew about my scandals and every time I went to school, they were r****g me in filthy ways and also the feminine hormones effects and the feminine instincts insisting and asking for more of that treatment even that was against my mind and i was barely resisting my body calls even my conscience was scolding me all time if I just thought about my body's desires but that made me in deep inner hassles made my mind blowing even I was getting real forced intense orgasms.all people i met along my life are perverted men even if they started gently at the beginning but after that they back to their perverted nature and fuck and abuse me, My life then was like a hell, I became wanted by all bad and impudent men to do what they want and satisfying their filthy desires and I converted to be outcast from all people as I am perverted whore girl and they did not consider my age or I?m the victim, you can imagine that any man could grab me to r-a-p-e me forcibly as he desired and by time, I getting deeper in such filthy world and I lost what remaining from my honor and dignity and became so notorious with dirty reputation and honestly, that drove me to really think a lot about suicide but I could not do that.To Be Continued......................................... .................................................. .........