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TamaraMy dreams that night were sensual but not necessarily erotic, hearkening back to the dance on Halloween, pressed against Elena, feeling sensations that were scary and exciting all at the same time. Her eyes were staring into mine, and I could feel her whispering into my mind somehow coaxing me just to give in, to the desires, to the feelings, to her.I woke up understandably horny but resisted the urge to finger myself, concerned that I might really get lost to the feelings and later do something I might regret. Regret? What I regretted most was hurting the one person in my life that actually cared about me as a person, not as someone to get something from. Knowing that we had reconnected lifted a huge burden from my shoulders, washed away the guilt, and filled that aching void I had felt since we had last seen each other.Looking at my potential wardrobe I was very conflicted. The last thing I wanted to do was dress a little sexy and bring back to mind the fiasco of our last time face to face, nor did I want to appear to be teasing her or something. I also didn?t want to appear careless about how I looked either. Damn it, why did it have to be so unclear? I grabbed a pair of jeans that hugged my curves nicely, and a nice black top that had a neck that was low enough to extend a bit below my collarbone but not enough to tease any of my breasts. I turned to one side to look at my reflection, and then the other. Okay, that looked decent enough while being low-key, so I grabbed my keys and started on the short drive to Elena?s house.As I got out of my car and made my way up the concrete steps to the front door, I felt a pang of anxiety, well more than a pang but not like a full-blown panic attack. What if she was really upset and just not telling me? What if all I got today was a stern talking to or a yelling session that made me cry? I debated whether to turn and just leave, but that seemed just cruel on my part. I had grown to trust her, so I reminded myself of that and rang the bell.Elena looked cute and relaxed when she opened the door, smiling at me in a way that told me that everything was all right between us now. I felt butterflies and my insides melt, I realized the second I saw her face just how much I had missed her. Without thinking, I jumped forward and wrapped my arms around her in a huge hug that seemed to catch her off guard.?I am so sorry, Elena, Fuck, you have no clue how much I missed you!? I said, choking up for a moment. I kissed her softly on the cheek, ensuring that I didn?t linger too long.?Shhh, it?s ok Tamara, nothing to be sorry for, everything is ok,? she said in a half-whispered tone.I released my hold, feeling like there was nothing negative between us now, relieved and excited just to hang around her again. I glanced around at the piles of boxes and containers littered about the room and laughed. ?Well, I see you go as all-out for Christmas as you do Halloween, Wonder Woman!?We moved around inside the house hanging decorations of every kind, making smart-ass comments and jokes as we went along. Elena and I burned through two pots of coffee and the caffeine made us act absolutely silly. I thought we were almost finished at one point and made the wisecrack, ?Well that?s a good day?s work out of the way!? I quipped.?No, trust me, you will be very busy for a while!? Elena said, gesturing to an enormous box of old-fashioned lights, each strand wrapped up with zip ties.?Do I need a ladder?? I asked, not mentioning how skittish being off the ground could make me feel.Elena laughed. ?No, babe, just work on the hedges for now ? that?ll take you at least an hour,? she said, grinning.I carried the box outside and sat it in the grass, buttoning my coat up to keep the chill off of my skin. Snapping off the tie, I plugged in the first strand to the outlet next to the hedge and began weaving them in and out of the leaves of the shrubs right next to the front of the house. Fortunately, I finished the task well ahead of Elena?s estimate, though she did tease me a little about the pattern I had used. I was having such a great time, I gladly dished back anything she playfully threw at me.?I need a refill,? I said to her, waving the coffee mug around casually.?In the kitchen,? Elena said, pointing the way as if somehow I had forgotten where it was.I shuffled over to the archway leading to the kitchen and coffee pot, not needing more but wanting more. Just as I was about to cross the threshold, I caught sight of something in my peripheral vision, forcing me to look up to see what it was. Mistletoe? Well, it technically was the Christmas season now, so it?s not like it was outlandishly out of place or something. I did hear warning bells go off in my head since that was the crux of what had happened between us when we saw each other last. I decided to play it lighthearted, because I could always pass it all off as just joking around.?Hmm, is that what I think it is? Mistletoe?? I said, chuckling.Elena?s face went white, which made me regret even asking anything ? clearly she was caught off guard and apparently worrying about my reaction to it. ?Oh no, no, no, not what you think, girl, I?ve had that up for a while now,? she said, a slight trembling sound in her voice.I could tell from Elena?s reaction that it was coincidental, or something so inconsequential that she had forgotten it was even there, which made me feel it was all right to have some fun with it. ?Hmm, you sure? Could be a perfect excuse to give some unsuspecting straight girl a nice lesbian kiss?? I said, not able to keep a straight face and just howling with laughter.I watched a smile break over her face, as she leaned her head slightly to the side. ?No, no, that?s Lena?s style of dirty trick, I hate that kind of thing,? she said with a musical tone in her voice.I almanbahis şikayet giggled and almost snorted listening to her respond, aware that I had broached a topic we really had never discussed between ourselves. Since it was probably smart to just leave well enough alone, I tried to steer the conversation away from the subject. I waved my hand dismissively at Elena. ?Oh girl, I know that; just had to give you crap about it, that?s all,? I answered.?Smartass,? she muttered.?And proud of it,? I said with a smile and wink.Elena let out a sigh, and the look on her face seemed to indicate she wasn?t quite done talking about it. ?I am sure you have had your share of idiotic stunts to trick you into stuff. That?s not me, everything had to be clear and above board, consent included.?I was having too much fun seeing her get rattled, and against my better judgment, piled it on some more. Looking up at the mistletoe, I made a clicking sound with my mouth. ?Yeah that seems pretty non-threatening, even for a little old straight girl,? I said, looking at her, smiling, showing her I was still joking.?Yeah, right.?At that moment I almost felt like the joke was on me, because the image of Elena kissing me felt intriguing, making me wonder how that would feel and what her lips would taste like. Somehow the relatively innocent teasing had opened up a Pandora?s Box of curiosity in me that had never happened before. Speaking before I thought it through, I said, ?Ok then, you can have one, and I mean only one kiss. Nothing else.?I wanted to giggle as I watched Elena?s face turn bright red, like I had unearthed some dirty secret she didn?t want to admit to. She shook her head almost violently. ?No way, this is how we got things so screwed up last time. I don?t want to...? she began.?Kiss me?? I asked, having no idea why I was suddenly so caught up in the notion.Elena?s mouth fell open in shock as if I had just bested her in some board game and she was in disbelief. ?Stop, I never said that,? she said, stammering now.I stepped under the archway and stuck my tongue out at her, now clearly daring her, but also aware that I could end up alienating her completely. ?Consider it an early Christmas present, El. Maybe something for me to cross off my bucket list. Just a short and sweet simple kiss, that?s all,? I added. I had never called her El, or anything besides her actual name, and kissing another woman was never even on any bucket list for me. What had gotten into me?Elena seemed intrigued and confused in the same space of time, but to my surprise, she started moving close to me. ?Just one, right?? she asked cautiously.I nodded. Shit, was I really doing this? It felt like something or someone else was in control of me at that moment, and that someone answered, ?Just one. Nothing else.?Elena stepped to me slowly, one step at a time, presumably to give me space to call the whole thing off, but for some reason the spell that I found myself under ruled that out entirely. I felt powerful butterflies in my tummy as she got close to me, anticipating what would come next. ?Okay, love, just? one? kiss?? she whispered, her lips touching mine.A shiver shot up my spine that radiated out to the furthest point of my extremities, inflaming my senses and tearing Pandora?s Box wide open. Elena fitted her lips perfectly to mine, gently caressing mine like a deeply sensual massage, as if for that one moment we were merged into a single body and connected down to our very souls. My entire body ached for nothing else but to stay feeling that way forever.All of the feelings and desires I had fought so hard to suppress erupted into my conscious mind, preventing me from ever denying them again. I knew I loved Elena, but once I felt that kiss I knew I was in love with her, and I wanted her, and it no longer mattered if she was gay and I was straight. I wanted her and I wanted to be hers!Suddenly the spell was broken, and I realized that she had finished the one kiss we had agreed to, though her hips stayed just inches from mine, reminding me how they felt. Every inch of me was on fire, I knew my nipples were hard and moisture had oozed out between my legs, all from one simple kiss. Never once in my life had anything felt so incredible, so sexy, and oh so right.?You ok? Just one, like? we said,? she whispered, arousal saturating her voice.Just one? I don?t think so, how about another and another and anything that comes after. Elena?s warm breath caressed my lips, clearly ready to offer me more. ?Just? one?? I said, drawing a breath, and then adding, ?...more.?Elena?s lips sought mine out again, this time communicating a deep hunger, but still gentle enough to feel loving. These kisses were sweet, sensual, erotic, and hungry, and I wanted more; more of them, and more of her! My head was awash with desire, knowing full well that I was fully making out with another woman and absolutely loving it. She managed to gasp the words, ?Our? lips? making? love,? as she kissed me deeply and repeatedly.Damn right they are, and I want more. Wanting to signal to her that I was ready for more, I parted my lips slightly, wanting to taste her mouth and tongue along with it. Instantly, I felt the tip of her tongue touch mine, marveling at its gentle power, and at the skill she wielded it with. Having endured years of rough tongue kissing from male lovers, it felt so much richer and sexier. Instead of feeling like my mouth was being violated, this was the sensation of teasing, of playful ardor, of gentle strength used with my sensations in mind.After what seemed like an eternity of sheer delight in making out with Elena, I felt her lift her lips from mine and kiss my chin. ?Just enjoy it, angel,? she said in a hushed whisper, kissing towards my neck.Damn, my neck was my weak spot, the one place that almanbahis canlı casino could instantly turn me on, how the hell did she know that without me saying anything? Holding my hips in her hands, I felt Elena?s talented lips reach their destination, on my neck, softly, with her tongue tickling the skin ever so slightly. My body didn?t just tremble, it quaked, all on its own, giving me shivers of pleasure that cascaded throughout every inch of me, ?Oh? my? GAWD? Elena,? I moaned, loudly enough that anyone in the house would have heard it.Elena responded to me in the sexiest voice I had ever heard. ?Oooooo are you ok, love? That feel good?? she said, lips hovering just above my neck.I could barely think, let alone speak, but I did groan out one word to her, ?Yes,? over and over again.?Mmmmm good, so good,? she said, her lips touching my neck in earnest now.Neck kisses and whispers together were a guaranteed turn-on, I could feel my pussy dripping now, so turned on I thought I might shatter at any second. Her breasts were pressed into mine, nipples hard and rubbing when our bodily motion aligned just right, sending more shockwaves through me almost violently. I squirmed and moaned incessantly, which just served to urge her on.?Don?t stop. Oh my gawd that feels? fucking? amazing,? I gasped.?Ohhhh never,? Elena answered, gently gnawing at my neck in earnest now. Maybe it would leave a mark but I didn?t fucking care. I loved how this felt.She moved her body on mine gently, kissing my neck, absolutely worshiping every inch of it, leaving me tingling all over. As she nipped the skin strategically, my back arched, forcing my breasts against hers and making our nipples grind against one another. ?Feeling good, love?? she asked, licking my neck and kissing it once more. All I could do was moan.Elena growled playfully, kissing my neck as she spoke again. ?This is how women make love, sweet Tamara. Loooong, slooow, sensualllll, all about bringing you the most pleasure,? she said sexily, moving her lips to that sensitive spot right under my ear, biting gently.?Unghhhhhhhhh oh fuck???I?m deeply in love with you, Tamara. Been in love for a while, and so wanted? this? us? to happen,? Elena moaned, grinding into me earnestly.My body shook hearing that, and I responded so she would know how I felt too. She needed to know. I wanted her to know. ?I? unghh? love you too? so much? been yours? longer than? I know? Losing you? showed me? how much,? I gasped.My confession emboldened Elena, and I felt her hand slip over my left breast, cupping it softly, making my body shake powerfully. ?Mmmmm yes, Tamara, you belong to me now, every inch of you, mind, soul, body, everything,? she said, staking her claim to my heart and body and I was all too happy to surrender it all to her. The words ?you are mine now? echoed in my head as her caresses to my breast drove my arousal still higher.?Yessssss... yours? all yours,? I gasped, trying to catch my breath.All at once, I felt a hand to my face, making me focus on my lover?s soft beautiful face as she kissed me a few times. ?We? can? stay here or?? she began to say.I knew what she was about to say, she was inviting me to her bed, to consummate our love, and to show me pleasure I had never felt before. I interrupted her, touching her face and saying, ?...go to your bed. To our bed. To where you have wanted me and where I need to be.?Elena?s expression was one of desire, love, and gratitude. Guiding me next to her, she touched my face and almost silently whispered the word, ?Please?? which made me melt inside. This woman was inviting me, asking me, not demanding or implying somehow I owed it to her, which is what I was used to at this stage. It was beyond sexy, and I nodded, and we made our way up to her palatial bedroom. I leaned into her, just relishing the closeness I already felt, and looking forward to more.Once inside, Elena kissed me on the forehead and sat me down on the edge of her bed, then turned and closed the doors to ensure I knew what happened here was just between us. She slid up and sat next to me, stroking my face for a few moments, and then leaned in to kiss me. As before, her lips caressed mine, this time just a touch more insistently, prompting me to part my lips and slip my tongue in.Before I could even catch a breath, she startled me by wrapping her lips around my tongue, sending shockwaves through me, somehow she knew every secret of my body and exactly how to pleasure it. I squirmed as she kept up the motions of her lips, feeling her hands on my bare skin on my lower back, feeling her slowly lifting my black top upwards. I lifted my arms so that Elena could pull it up and away, separating our kiss and starting the process of revealing my body for her to enjoy.A smile spread over Elena?s lips as she let her eyes caress my body, giving me another kiss and placing her hand on my bra strap. As she slowly slid it aside, she kissed and nibbled on my skin, making me tremble. Gawd, it felt so fucking amazing! I moaned as she continued, eventually feeling so overcome from the sensations that I cried out, ?Oh Elena, please fuck me? please!?I felt her push the strap off my shoulder and down my arms, continuing to tease my skin with kisses and love bites. ?Ohhhh, are you sure?? she asked, moaning into my skin.My body shook as I heard her asking me, and I was so worked up all I could manage to say was ?Yes, yes, yes, Elena!?Elena kissed the opposite side of my neck and began sliding that strap away too. Giggling, she asked, ?Oh does the straight girl want the lesbian to eat her out? Fuck her??I couldn?t stand much more of her teasing, answering her with a throaty, ?Oh my fucking gawd, yes!?I felt Elena finish the process of peeling away my bra, and she backed up far enough to look at my breasts, heaving almanbahis casino a bit from my rapid breathing. ?Your breasts are absolutely gorgeous, baby,? she said, cupping one in her hand, making me shudder, leaning in to whisper to me, ?I wanted to do that from the first moment we met.? As both her hands began caressing my breasts, I felt her push me back so I was lying face-up on her bed.Her lips and hands descended on my breasts, cupping caressing, licking, and kissing them, while one hand unzipped my faded blue jeans. I didn?t even need the hint, I knew exactly what she wanted, my pussy, going down on me, and I ached for her to do it. I got out of my jeans as fast as I could without pushing her away, and then moved my legs apart, inviting her to have her way with me.I felt Elena smile, feeling her smooth fingers tickle my tummy, inching lower until I felt her cross the boundary of my thong. Within moments, I felt her beginning to suck on my left breast, as her fingers invaded my pussy. ?Ohhhhhhhh yessssss,? I groaned out as I felt her lips and fingers inflict intense pleasure on my body.My back arched as she continued her gentle fingering, sliding two fingers in and out, sucking on my breasts rhythmically, making my body spasm with every movement. I was moaning deeply, writhing, feeling the tension building up so much that it almost became painful. I threw my head back and forth, rocking my hips and moaning loudly, and at that point I felt Elena touch my clit, massaging slowly, I could feel the orgasm bubbling up from deep inside me, like pure lava, electric and all-encompassing.Elena?s lips were suddenly on my neck again, whispering to me, saying, ?That?s it, sweet thing, cum for me, cum for your Elena.? At that exact moment, the climax took me over, forcing my body upwards, deep sounds pushing out through my lips, yanking her against me with all my might, and shaking violently. My mind shattered as I felt it pour over me, but once it had run its course, I collapsed, breathing heavily.Never before in my life had I ever cum that hard, and if I even dared to compare it to what I had considered the best one, it would have eclipsed beyond the point of no comparison. ?Wow? didn?t even seem to do it justice, even as I was recovering from the incredible feelings of moments before. As I felt Elena pull away, I took in a deep breath, eyes still closed, recovering, ready to express my deep gratitude once I felt I could think rationally again.Not even a moment later I felt her warm breaths caressing my inner thighs, as she uttered the word, ?Mine.? Oh shit, she was about to go down on me, the thrill of anticipation made me shiver. Here I was, not long ago a straight married woman, practically begging another woman to bury her head between my legs. A woman that I adored and had fallen in love with. A woman I wanted more than anything.?Oh Tamara, you taste? amazing!? Elena gasped as the tip of her tongue tasted my labia, seemingly careful not to stimulate me too much. After dipping it in to taste me once more, she fastened her lips to mine and plunged her tongue deep inside my already quivering pussy. I had gotten oral plenty of times from former lovers, but this was at a depth of pleasure and intimacy that I had never experienced.?Oh my? fucking? gawddddd,? I gasped as I felt Elena's delicious tongue penetrating me and devouring me, somehow reaching a spot in my soul and touching it. Gawd she was good, there was no fucking way I would ever give this up, I was hooked now. My well-practiced mask had melted, I embraced this, her passionate licking of my pussy, and her caresses. I grabbed her head, intertwining my fingers in her hair, pushing her against me as she ate my pussy with a delicate but aggressive skill that felt beyond amazing.Another, more intense climax crashed over me, my back arching, making me release a loud scream of pleasure, her name interspersed among the squeals and noises that were entirely new to me. Before I could even recover from the second orgasm, a third slammed into me, stronger than the other two combined, my body thrashing violently, involuntarily yanking Elena?s hair hard over and over again. I lost all control over my movements, and even blacked out for a moment, eventually coming back down to earth an inch at a time. Now that was great sex!Several minutes must have passed, because Elena was next to me on the bed, her arms gently encircling me in a snuggle of sorts, my head tucked into her shoulder. I struggled to speak, but managed to find a few words eventually. ?Damn? Elena...I had no idea? gawd? wow.? I managed to croak out, looking up at her finally.Elena had that tooth smile on her face that I loved, licking her lips before she responded to me. ?Well I hope that was an ok experience for you,? she said, giggling as she spoke.I found myself laughing, to the point of having difficulty catching my breath. Breathing in deeply to calm my fit of giggles, I sat up in Elena?s bed and looked down at her lovingly. ?Ha! Ok doesn?t even cover it? that was? amazing? never felt that before, well? with anyone,? I said, my voice trailing off.Elena smiled and gave me a gentle kiss. ?Well? that is exactly what I intended, my sweet Tamara. And what did you expect after a solid year of foreplay hmmmmm??I smiled and let out a breath, touching her cheek softly. ?Well I am not sure thank you even comes close to giving it justice,? I said quietly.Elena smiled and gave me a quick kiss on my nose. ?No need, the pleasure was all mine,? she said with a wink and a soft pat on my bare ass.I giggled a bit. ?Not really, I?m completely naked you are still dressed!? I said, tugging at the edge of her top playfully.Elena silenced me, placing two fingers across my lips. ?Shhhh now, this was all about you and your pleasure hun,? she said, wagging her other finger in a playfully scolding gesture.I slipped my hand over her wrist and pulled it away from my mouth, and touched my lips to hers for a moment. ?It?s more than that. I am in love with you too,? I whispered.?Oh, I know that, don?t worry.?