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Worshipping a Goddess ? a perv?s steps to ecstasyI?d never have dreamed it when I was younger, but I?ve managed to personally worship 4 Goddesses ? and on two occasions my Goddess was accompanied by another Goddess. First of all, you need to know what a Goddess is, or rather who She is. Without that you?re never going to manage it. Second, read my ?Perv?s Guide to Girl-Worship? ? failing to follow those steps is likely to mean your worship will be cut short.How do you find a Goddess? That depends I guess on exactly what it is you?re looking for in your sex life. To me, as a wanker who only looks at girls in pictures, on video, or whenever lucky enough, for real, I wanted to be able to do that personally, so that She knows. To put it another way, the absolute peak for me was being able to openly cum in my pants in front of my Goddess as She shows ? or even better, Her deliberately making me. So for me that means finding a Goddess amongst the ranks, the very numerous ranks, of girls who pose. You might be different ? maybe a prostitute or you become romantically involved with Her. You?ll know what it is that turns you on when it comes to posing; for me, I love glamour, stocking-tops, knickers, bikinis, cleavage, and a little topless ? that?s all I need. I knew straightway when I saw my Goddess, the girl I wanted to worship. Seeing Her smile from the pages of a magazine or on my screen as She poses, showing Her loveliness such that you?re gob-smacked, mesmerised, you know ? you?re in perv-love. You just get that feeling of ? ?Oh Miss, I long to worship you?. And that?s as good a starting point as any ? tell Her that. Obviously She needs an email or mailing address, or if She cams etc etc. How to do this effectively is fully detailed in my Perv?s Guide, and if you want to get to the peaks of worship I got to, then you need to be prepared for a long haul. With my All-Time No.1 Girlie-Goddess, it was 3 years before I emailed Her for the first time, and 6 years before I met Her. With many girls, specially nowadays, sarıyer escort anything goes ? you can talk dirty and She?ll talk even dirtier. I had experience of that with other Goddesses, and I was sending tributes, pervy videos, the lot, and it was lovely and fulfilling, though it doesn?t always become personal by any means ? one of the Goddesses who I worshipped for years, who was fabulous to worship, would never meet up. With my All-Time No.1, that ? the explicit stuff - wasn?t what She wanted, and of course it?s all about what She wants. There?s also the consideration of what?s in it for Her ? and that?s not a lot, at least in my case. What can you do for Her? For me it was only ever flattery, amusement, entertainment, gifts, maybe money. For you, there might be other things, maybe even physical relations. I also used worship sheets, which could be tame or explicit depending on the Goddess. I did lots of different forms of worship material ? all detailed in the Perv?s Guide ? and surprisingly perhaps, all my Goddesses liked it, even told me they were flattered ? Miss Christina told me She was flattered that She could make me cum in my pants looking at Her photos. Again how to approach this is in the Perv?s Guide, and these are crucial factors to enable you get to the stage where She lets you worship Her and it becomes long-term ? and when you fall in perv-love with your All-Time Goddess, that?s essential to your happiness and sexual satisfaction if you?re anything like me.I first worshipped personally in my early 40s, so it took me a long time to get to that stage, and even then it was sheer fluke, an accident. She was lovely, but it could never be love, partly because for Her it was merely a commercial transaction, and although She was occasionally amused, it was more about the money for Her.There was then a long gap until the Internet, and though I found Goddesses I could worship ?personally?, it was still from afar. Sending esenyurt escort emails and worship material and getting email replies was it, but still very very enjoyable, being able to tell girls or show them how they make you spunk all the time. I?d sent an email to my All-Time No.1, full of compliments and telling Her how lovely I thought She was, and She sent back a lovely reply, and it blossomed from there. I couldn?t really identify the strength of my feelings for Her ? the first time I?d ever felt like that ? until I met Her for the first time. I was hopeless at that meeting but She was so lovely to me, and it was when I was walking away that I realised it was love ? perv-love to be precise, but for a wanker and girl-worshipper like me, it was the real thing.Everything in the garden is rosy then you might think, but life is never that easy, certainly not for a lowly perv. I was worshipping Her pretty much to the exclusion of everyone else ? I still looked at other girls, still wanked on them but She was my focus now. However, for Her, to a large extent I was just another of Her fans, maybe more fervent, more devoted, but Her attention waxed and waned according to who else was sending Her poems or whatever. I had to work hard to try and keep my worship material fresh, but of course, as She told me once or twice, my basic message could only ever be the same ? ?you made me spunk my pants Miss?, and tell Her or show Her which photo it was. I also told Her how many photos it had taken me to cum in my pants, and lots of other stats. I also set up a worship site for Her which She did visit. Months would come and go and I wouldn?t get replies, but I didn?t give up, which She told me other fans had when She didn?t reply. She got so much email it was impossible to reply to it all, She wasn?t being unkind about it. It was 5 years between the first meet and the second, for a variety of reasons. Again She was just lovely, absolutely lovely to me. She understood worship, avrupa yakası escort and how much in awe of Her I was. She was allowing me to be a little more explicit ? I never sent Her real stuff of me and my antics ? and was even using naughty words back, but in a nice way, like you would expect a nice girl to be. But I adored every exchange. A few words from Her made my month. I continued to innovate as much as I could, coming up with different ideas, though in truth really just different ways of saying the same thing. But over those years, despite the gaps in communication that sometimes occurred, I did build a relationship, and 3 years after the second meeting, She did a video for me, which was quite explicit in terms of Her language and how She was talking about me and what I did. I was surprised but of course absolutely delighted. Later that year we met up again, and this time it was like what She?d said on the video She was happy to say to my face. Unfortunately I wasn?t very good at responding, and looking back at the video of the Session, kicked myself for all the opportunities missed to say something naughty and nice back. I can?t describe how wonderful it was to have that experience and how it raised my whole sense of well-being, and my life, to a whole new level. When She agreed to another Session a year later, it seemed that my life was fulfilled, I was being allowed to worship a Goddess I absolutely adored, and we would have regular Worship Sessions. This Session was even better still, partly because I managed to say a few things this time, even though I still missed opportunities, and She was talking about the next time we would meet up.Without going into details it never happened again because She decided to retire from modelling, and though online worship continued for quite a while as She ran things down, now it?s just an occasional email. Probably more than any other of Her fans gets though .I have other Goddesses now, and the process of getting to the stage of peak worship was easier in one case, but I would advise that?s it?s all about subtlety, sensitivity, thought and care going into every contact, everything you send Her. Nurturing the worship relationship, specially with a Goddess so beautiful who has many many suitors, is hard and demanding work, requiring a lot of thought and creativity. But god is it worth it.