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My lifeTo my friends and potential friends I have some things to take into consideration before I'm figured into being like anyone else I have Asperger's sydrome a condition you can see in our type full glory in the account starring Matt Damon before you ask yes I really am almost exactly like that I also have occ a form of aggression turrets where if I view a person in public as a threat I go into a narcissistic rage if I don't have someone to talk me down if I don't I rampage after my target like rhino going through anything in my path with a few exceptions like women and c***dren there my calming point I also have ODD or obsessive defiance disorder it basically intails if you ask me to do something I will gladly do it but if I'm told them just run it will not go well halkalı escort I may seem as if I'm trying to sound like some movies badass by the end of this but believe me if I could never be this I would take it sure I may defend you if I love you to my death but is it worth this struggle I haven't listed all my shit yet I also have mania which can either be happy or angry or sad but not depressed because I have some emotions I'm void of like emotional feelings of love although I can love I can't feel the emotion or fear if you're the type who say you aren't afraid of anything you're an idiot I chemically don't make fear no ocytocin or vasopressin my brain doesn't produce them along with a plethora olgun escort of other things when you don't feel fear it's truly detrimental you could have your hand over the burner on the the stove and not pull it away out of instinctual fear just say in a calm voice after you look down and feel the ( ow that is hot .... ) Like owell it happened also I have ptsd from my c***dhood so I'm tense and ready to attack at like a firecracker because of things I don't want to get into I'm not like other people my age for the fact I wasn't around them since I was 12 in the second week of 6th grade I was indefinitly expelled from all schools it was me not doing şişli escort my work or anything I simply can't and won't answer to anyone because I anwser to me and god i did finish my school to highschool graduation in a whole year and a half whopdie do I'm smart so what I still can't have a normal life I no some who read this by now are probably like p*o what a son story do you expect me to feel sorry for you or something the answer is of course no if this wasn't me I'd just be another empty hearted shallow fool whole like 90 percent of the rest of those my age try's to be what they're friends are or something on TV or something else stupid point there are not themselves heads buried in a phone and only concerned about themselves so if you are a friend and ever wondered something about me this might just explain it or if we haven't talked yet don't let this scare I'm quite nice and utterly loyal so just talk to me and none of this tiptoe in our conversation or try to stay away from some things I appreciate someone who has the balls to just ask say what they are thinking I do have no fucking filter what I think I say I won't say unless I think and you should do the same