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Dear Readers,

A few years ago I was living with my boyfriend, let's call him X. We had been dating for about a year and had a good, sensual relationship, but I sometimes thought X was a bit square in bed. I enjoyed being lightly dominated, but was afraid to tell him for fear that he might think I'm "weird."

One evening we were watching Last Tango in Paris and, while I thought the movie a bit pretentious, I really enjoyed the butter scene: Marlon Brando tells his love interest to go get a stick of butter from the fridge; he proceeds to grease her up with it and sodomize her -- wow! I think X noticed how turned on I was by the scene. We had never tried it "back there" before... actually I had never had a more than a finger back there but was very curious about it. After X and I made love that night, I got up my courage and whispered in his ear that I wanted to try it, and that I wanted him to run the show. He thought it over for a moment, and said that I should buy some anal beads before the weekend and that we would have a tango of our own....

I went to the store and bought a string of five anal beads, as well as a butterfly vibrator, and couldn't wait for the weekend to come. X and I shared a bottle of wine Friday evening and once we retired to the bursa escort bedroom we kissed and fumbled out of our clothes. Both of us like sex with the lights on -- all of the lights on sometimes.... and once we'd touched each other and nuzzled a bit I pulled out the first of our new toys. X was excited to touch me with a vibrator and didn't waste any time before caressing me with it.... One of my favorite sensations is to have a few fingers in my sex; I just love the feeling of being touched while my lover kisses me on the mouth and it didn't take long for me to climax, my sex squeezing around X's fingers in rhythm to my orgasm as the butterfly hummed on my clit.

No, I am not a superwoman when it comes to climaxing; usually I like to build up to it for quite some time, but I think I came so quickly this time because it was my first vibrato caress. X sensed this and began to deep-kiss me so that my next orgasm was much longer and slower.... and after I had rested for a moment I heard X say, "Lover, get the beads." I pulled them from the nightstand, and handed them to him.

X then said "I am going to be your master tonight and you must do exactly as I say. Roll over on your stomach." Mmm... This is what I wanted to hear. I get so turned on by being told what to bursa escort bayan do in bed if it's in the context of a loving relationship. I knew I could trust X, and obediently rolled over, exposing my back and my buttocks.

X got a bottle of massage oil out. The scent is now hardwired into my brain; I will never forget the smell, even though I'm unsure of its name.... X gave me a long back massage, getting me relaxed. The nice thing about a live-in lover, rather than a one-night stand, is the he knows your needs. X took the time to focus on my shoulders, the backs of my knees, my feet,