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Chapter 07: Indulgence

Last night I spent a good part of the evening downloading various porn clips to watch later. So around 1 AM everyone else was going to sleep. Rummaged around the kitchen for about 20 minutes by then I knew everyone would be asleep for sure. Got everything ready and settled down stripped from the waist, started to stroke my cock damn it got so hard so fast. I have a new machine that I wanted to test out for 2 weeks now. I still have my old one not getting rid of it but I wanted to try out the new one. It has 15 programs and I wanted to experience all of them.

So, I had a really nice thick hard cock, feeling a glorious erection throbbing between my legs. I sat back on the couch, I just watched a few clips just enjoying the pulsing between my legs, the aching desire to touch myself and yet not touching myself once I had made it hard.

And I moved on to the second stage which was of course to wire myself up. So I got the little probe that I've got plugged everything up, lubed my ass up, and gently inserted probe into my rectum. Feeling it bump up against my prostate made my cock a little harder if that's possible.

It was glorious to feel my stiff dick bumping against my hand as I reached around to get probe up my butt.

That I got some Astroglide because you do need something good and wet, so I spread some all over the length of my stiff engorged penis.

I then slipped a round rubber electrode around head of my penis and pulled the fastener tight. And I plugged in the wires. I was ready to go. Feeling incredible pulsations in my cock while you're touching it from anticipation was telling my brain and my body that I was going to really enjoy this one. I turned on the power to the first program. This is a gentle pulsing that travels up and down your cock like someone is tapping their fingertips gently and rhythmically from the base to the head, which serves as a wonderful way to tease yourself.

I played with the various levels of this program for approximately 5 minutes or so feeling very aroused and I wanted more. I'll say right now that I did go briefly through all 15 programs non-sexually, but some of them I went through, I don't know that I like them that much.

They don't do much but some make up for it believe me. Well anyway, I switched to the second program, while watching a wonderful young woman who filmed herself edging her pussy; I spent quite a bit of time edging along with her because this program had some intense settings.

It starts real low and slowly, excruciatingly, blissfully teases a caress that you feel lower in your groin and it moves up the length of your cock and seems to circle around the head and dance there for few moments and then run its way back down to your base. But because I have a probe in my ass the circuit actually is completing through there, feeling the tingling go through my balls, down in my rectum through the probe against my prostate.

I could feel the probe moving back and forth and the muscles in my ass contracted.

It was like someone was actually masturbating my asshole for me or even fucking me slowly, gently, teasingly. Needless to say, I was dripping pre-cum already, like you couldn't believe, as I just got started.

This program is amazing I could have spent a long time there.

In fact I did which is why I didn't get to all the other settings because I just loved the sensations!

It was arousing beyond belief, especially watching that beautiful young woman eventually bring herself off using some kind of vibrator that can also suck her clit.

She was in ecstasy as was I. Another clip of the same young woman using a pump on her clit and holding a vibrator against it while she bumped and moaned with pleasure was making me crazy the whole time, being teased as I have already described, my God it felt so good, she looked so hot.

I will watch her a lot.

After seeing her cum again, I decided to watch a video that is one of the porn encouragement videos. These are amazing if you just want to be edging and constantly aroused.

The ones that I have saved approximately are about 60 - 90 minutes each, incredible voiceovers, stunning visions people fucking, masturbating women posing as they talk to you, girls really flipping their skirts up spreading their legs, shaking their tits in your face, bending over with their asses right in your face, beautiful pussies, tight little ass holes, and incredible blowjobs. The whole time there's a female voice encouraging you to stroke, to feel, and telling you not to cum over and over, although they eventually tell you to cum.

I know there are some people here who like to edge endlessly, and while I love edging, it does come to a point when my penis and my brain, because you know they work together, demand that I spurt, that I feel pulses intensely in my groin, my balls tightening up. The pulses in my ass making me feel right on the verge, pushing against my prostate, and leaking so much precum, were incredible!

I remember that what triggered me last night, was a woman they kept coming kaynarca escort to in a really short skirt where she had removed her blouse and bra and was showing her tits and sitting back casually and kept saying 'you like my titties", and then flipping her skirt up saying 'is this what you want to see'?

Spreading her long limber thighs, showing me those silky thigh high stockings, a crotchless bikini with her beautiful swollen pussy and obviously erect clitoris, then it was flashback to people fucking and it back to her over and over until finally she grabbed a big dildo pushed it into her hot pussy and fucked herself wildly while calling at me to cum with her.

I was on the 6th program which was a rhythmic stroking, somewhat rapid up and down feeling a tightening sensation as it went up and down and again with that little twist at the top around my head. All the while the probe in my ass was wiggling back and forth bumping against my prostate so deliciously. I was leaking precum like a fucking bad fire hose, just letting it drool it all around my balls, so fucking high with pleasure. Well clearly it was over,

time to cum, but it had been almost two and a half hours of incredible sexual arousal.

I laid back spread my legs so I could feel the full sensation as I came. Letting my cock bounce freely as I ejaculated all over the towel that I had underneath, I felt waves after waves of excruciating pleasure.

Even though I don't ejaculate as huge an amount anymore, the sensations continue and you can feel pulses as if you were ejaculating.

The sensation is the same; I counted at least 12 delicious erotic spasms of ecstasy.

I just can't wait to do it again and again.

NEXT A SERIES OF MASTURBATORY TEXTS (Most of my texts are actually me speaking into my phone, hence the length of some of them she is in Europe< I am in New York this is from a series of early morning pleasure sessions. I was wired up as usual, for a morning masturnation ritual. A female masturbation freak and I were continuing an almost daily international pleasurefest.)

6:30 AM

ME TO HER:

Hi Lady G.

I am masturbating right now my cock hard now. Are you available?

6:45 AM

HER TO ME:

Yes already started! Please masturbate yourself with me into complete exhaustion.

(Immediately getting stiffer, I turned the power up a notch, feeling my cock swell in response.)

6:48 AM

ME TO HER:

YEAH!

I am picturing you naked with your legs spread open sliding your favorite dildo in and out of your hot fucking pussy as you masturbate to my words. Feel full pleasure, enjoy yourself, feel your arousal, revel in it.

Feel your CLIT throb, all your wet juices running down to your asshole, play with your tits, caress your thighs, feel your arousal. Enjoy your body I am masturbating right now thinking of you, my cock is stiff, dripping with anticipation.

6:50 AM

HER TO ME:

And, to be honest, I was MASTURBATING AGAIN earlier. I want more onanistic pleasure! MORE!

7:00 AM

ME TO HER:

Oh my God, I'm so fucking horny now; my cock is throbbing with pleasure. Your responses to me I make me so horny, naked, aching, and stroking myself for you, dedicating this morning's masturbation desires to you, and to your naked Onanistic ritual.

7:04 AM

HER TO ME:

Hi, thank you!

Keep masturbating, keep masturbating! Masturbate your dick, give yourself into insane Onanism!!!

(She is a writer, her flowery terms and mythical references are arousing as is her lust and overall sexuality. I changed the estim rhythm ion my cock to a nice steady stroking, with s swirling sensation around the head..It was so good. I kept teasing

7:09 AM

ME TO HER:

I am going to squirt soon! What a way to start the morning with such pleasure. I feel so good aching, pulsing aroused aroused, stroking, stroking, stroking, lusting, lusting, desire, desire, pleasure, pleasure, hot sexual pleasure, I want to ejaculate!

I want to spurt cum for you, please let me cum for you!!!! My cock is getting hot, harder and harder, the pleasure is so intense. I'm so addicted to masturbation. I feel it getting closer.

Desire, it's a throbbing non-stop mind-fuck, as I stroke, up and down, caressing my balls. Teasing, I am teasing the head of my cock!

OH! Playing with pre-cum! I am rocking my hips. I love masturbation. I love masturbation and I love masturbating! I love it so much, the intensity, the compulsive desire, giving myself to it, giving in to the urge all the time!

I feel so good, my cock feels so good, and oh my God I am so fucking hard and horny! I am thinking about how hot it would be to watch porn with you and masturbate together.

7:25 AM

HER TO ME:

I am reveling in the knowledge of all those people filming themselves, with the express purpose of arousing and inspiring orgasms, sexual arousal, feelings of throbbing pleasure that we both feel between our legs all the time, the need to pleasure ourselves. There is something orhanlı escort about it so addictive, so primal. It is a biological need, a biological function to be aroused, to masturbate, to feel orgasm, over and over, always needing to do it again. I am so wet as I text this, rocking on my fuck toy! I can barely text!

7:42 AM

ME TO HER:

Any woman who loves to masturbate as much as you do deserves some attention. Your pussy deserves attention. Your clit enjoys it, your clit needs it. You need to caress yourself everywhere, opening your legs, caressing the inside of your thighs. Slide your fingers up the back of your legs as you open them up and expose your spread pussy. Feel your lips swelling with blood, your clit getting erect, throbbing with anticipation of what you're going to do to yourself. You want to, you need to, and you can't help it. You crave it. Sexual desire, sexual arousal , sexual stimulation, penetration, caresses, rubbing, teasing, are all feeding that urge to masturbate. Masturbate now. Caress yourself now. Give yourself that ultimate pleasure. Spread your legs and show the world you are aroused. Show the world your spread cunt.

( I was dripping pre-cum steadily.)

7:55 AM

HER TO ME:

OH MY GOD!! I have already masturbated three times and cum maybe 5 times or more I stopped counting. I need to do work but I had to go for one more... Just one more, after reading THAT! I'll write more later, I need to masturbate... I have a dildo in my cunt, one in my ass and the Hitachi on... I'm burning... I completely give in my masturbation needs........

OMG I came so fucking hard that time!

I think this is the most terrifying and arousing masturbator thought that there is... It reminds me of my addiction and also of how sweet that addiction is, how many pleasures it offers. I cannot say NO! not anymore... a similar feeling is when I'm reaching out for the toys - I have 7 of them: 2 wands, 3 dildos and 2 vibrators. That moment when I just grab them makes me almost cum. I love these two moments more than masturbating itself. My whole body shivers as I write this. I'm so wet and horny. I think I could to cum even without touching myself...but the dildo feels so good in and out. Mmmmm thank you!

7:58 AM

ME TO HER:

Oh God that just made me STIFFER, knowing you just came, you just made me even harder. I have so much pre-cum dripping from the head... just knowing what you've been doing is so fucking arousing! Now I have to go find some videos of women getting off like that I think of you. If you can find any images of women fucking themselves the way you do you would make my day especially if your caption them you will give me inspiration. You will help me to spill my hot wet cum; you know it will make me feel so good! Please encourage me, tease me, and entice me. I need it so bad pleasure is so good.

(I was not sure if she would text back but full of lust kept perusing porn and masturbating, checking my phone periodically.)

Then:

8:23 AM

HER TO ME:

Now let me help you. (She sent me a file of herself) I needed to clear my head but am still naked and horny.

Oh sweetie, you sound like you're really letting yourself sink in Onanism. I wish you'd never stop spilling your seed everywhere. Keep masturbating your huge cock with your cunt hand. Your hand is much, much better than pussy; believe me, much better than any woman.

Look at me, my picture. That is TODAY! What I was doing as I came, God I came so good!

Keep gooning your cock and balls, and spill your seed, feel the pleasure, so much pleasure, let masturbation take over you and your life, like it took over mine.

( Her text was having the desired effect as my cock throbbed lustily in response, I changed the setting to a slow teasing ramp up and down setting that increased intensity as it moved closer towards the head and back down again, indeed a true pleasure wave of sex.)

8:28 AM

ME TO HER:

Thank you, thank you, thank you! I am going to look at these messages over and over. You're making me so horny! I love it! I am going to cum soon! I feel so much pleasure, you have given me pleasure, and you will have helped to make me squirt.

I hope that will arouse you inspire you as well. as we need the arousal, we feast on it!

8:33 AM

HER TO ME:

I am hoping and presuming that you are naked right now, keeping in mind your devotion.

I am certain that at this very moment you are playing with yourself. I am penetrating myself over and over with one of my sex toys, again. It is one of my dildoes.

I hope that you are enjoying your pleasure and bliss. I want you to know I am rhythmically fucking myself, I want to ride it!

I want to be in different positions and think about how good it feels. Concentrate on YOUR pleasure. The feelings, the sensations, the mind fuck. You know that you're gooning your brain, but it feels so fucking good. You can't help yourself your desire overwhelms you so. You need to compulsively masturbate.

Desire and lust takes tepeören escort over.

You MUST be naked and masturbate your body, I am playing with my tits, caressing my thighs, feeling my skin, like you often instruct me, recording the responses of my stimulation in my brain as I play with all my erogenous zones. Feel the arousal, feel the pleasure you need to feel causing this incredible desire and get lost in your body. Mindless animalistic fucking pleasures are so delicious! You're visualizing hard penises, erect nipples, swollen puffy vaginas, stiff clits, puckered assholes, me fucking myself, masturbating, fucking, teasing!

I'm so wet I have a pool under me... I need to rub so bad I'm getting desperate! I hope you're masturbating your flesh into complete Onanist exhaustion... write me.

I was an addict before I discovered this place. Now I'm getting much worse... I never thought I could masturbate more than I already was, but since I've been here this is exactly what happened. Stroke our cock, stim your cock, whatever you are doing to get off!

(I was stimming my cock and was stiff as steel! I was leaking a string of cock juice! I felt so horny!)

8:41 AM

ME TO HER:

I will look at your image every time going forward. I am so grateful.

You and I are thinking about cumming all the time, indulging ourselves and giving in to the desire.

Your urges are constant, you're stroking, massaging, teasing, pleasuring, masturbating, masturbating, masturbating, it's a mantra: masturbating, pleasure, penetration, sex, nakedness, arousal, orgasm, desire, lust, masturbating, masturbating, masturbating, masturbating, feeling the pleasure build, feeling the wetness dripping out of your cunt, swollen pink flesh, so sensitive, so enticing, your hips rhythmically rocking back and forth as you fuck, fuck, and fuck, over and over your wet pussy, pussy, tits, nipples, spread legs, assholes!

Caress your butt cheeks. Lean over on your side, touch yourself, and slide your hands up and down your thighs, your inner thighs! Feel the sensitivity on the backs of your ME knees, touching your skin, feeling your fingers on your flesh, the sensation of your skin on your fingertips hot aroused give in.

Let it happen, let it build, let it arouse you. Feed your mind with images of decadent sexual behavior; indulge yourself in your fantasies.

Think about fucking and sucking cock, looking at pussy, being fisted, having someone undressing you. Think of a warm tongue swirling around and around for swollen clitoris! You like that don't you? It makes you moan with lust and desire! It is so good, so good, so good! You should know as I'm saying these things to you into my phone that I am picturing you doing them all and I am hard, so fucking hard right now, teasing my cock as I speak these dirty thoughts to your mind!

I am masturbating myself and imagining you masturbating long into the night. I hope you cum over and over.

Give in to your sexual pleasure needs. Never stop pleasuring yourself! Oh God it feels so good, my cock feels good, I'm sure your hot pussy feels best right now, so horny it would be great to do this with you but this is the next best thing!

I am going to text you back, but I must concentrate on getting closer.

( With that I turned the power up a notch and continued edging my cock, while looking for some hot female masturbation porn, and settling on a hot sexy amatuer brunette, watched her fuck herself on her bed and fill her ass and cunt. I sent ther the link.)

8:57 AM

ME TO HER:

I hope you read this message and it spurs you can join me for a good orgasm.

Masturbate now, do it like me. I'm going to share my orgasm with you.

Please masturbate, please masturbate while you read this.

I'm wrapping up, I can feel the pleasure building, and I feel so good, so horny, so aroused, so stiff and dripping, feeling such intense sexy lusty images, on my screen in my mind as I imagine you fucking yourself.

Oh God I need this.

I want this pleasure, pleasure, pleasure, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, my pleasure, so good, so good, so good, throbbing, throbbing, throbbing, building, building, and building. I am stopping, not stopping, not stopping, arching my back and swinging my hips, erect and pointing straight up. Oh such sweet pleasure, sweet pleasure, ecstasy, sexual lust, tits, stiff nipples, your pussy, her pussy on the screen, pussy, pussy, all she's dripping, so much, she's dripping! OH look at the dripping pussy, the woman on the screen as she cums, the contractions are amazing, watch her orgasm.

Be that beautiful masturbator. Arouse yourself to the limit, pleasure yourself, use your toys if you have them, make yourself cum, make yourself cum, make yourself cum, think about cumming. Think about wanting to cum, think about it over and over, rubbing faster, oh yes, feel it, feel it, feel it, feel it, it feels so good doesn't it?

You want this, you need to cum.

You want to cum, your desire is overwhelming. You're going to cum. Cum now. Cum now. Cum. Cum. Cum. Feel it now, cum, cum, cum, cum, don't stop, cum for me again. I am going to cum too! Oh yeah! I'm thinking of you masturbating as I watch her, she is dripping wet, gruel is pouring out of her pussy! Swollen, so swollen, her lips are so puffy.